TESTING

If you're with people who are smarter and more skillful than you most of the time, either you find yourself lost or not. On my end, i believe i am capable but no doubt my brain is not the same as them. I think my brain couldn't take what people of their level can take. Learning from this is 1. Work harder than them 2. Excel in something else that i know im good at (which i don't know the answer to)

frustrations, frustrations...  working for some time already and yet i still earn the same but my work is more.. i'm stressed. if we get an increase, would probably be minimal... really outside my target when i first entered here. pathetic

Typed this 2 weeks ago, but posting just now because i didnt have inet for my iphone.From months now, i've been thinking why my project manager and other Espanol was having problems with my colleagues. One thing for sure is they have this 'superiority complex'. Im thinking if its like the Ateneans wherein they are 'trained' or 'brainwashed' to feel that they are the best. Probably yes. Maybe the culture in their country is teaching them to be superior. I've built good relations with my project manager, don't get me wrong but the way they are and how they look at others who are not performingas they are expected, thats so annoying. Prbably bbecause i am a filipino and i am low self esteem before and a little slow learner, i can relate to these guys. i will make them job guides. I dont care what my PM says because all he thinks about is staying if not sucking up w the bosses.i know they are the key people to go up.but my values say i relate to the peop...

Went with the choir. Highlight would be playing and being the yaya for the kids. I realized how much i like kids and somewhat trying to analyze and foresee how these kids would turn out when they grow older. Also is how their parents were and how they disciplined and took care of their kids.

The trip was more or less an easy trek if given the correct amount of rest and sleep. Since all of us did not sleep last night, 3hrs of sleeping in the car isn't really much of a rest. The crater was nice and we took the skyway route. More or less the trek is mostly streams that we walked and pass

Here i am again posting on an out of town trip. This will be the 3rd straight week i'll be out of town. It's quite tiring already to a certain extent and somewhat i'm semi kinda lookin forward to a weekend wherein i'll just stay home. Anyhows, this is just how i feel for the moment. Im on my way to corregidor and this will be my 2nd trip going there. This time i have a purpose, my goal is to get good/great pics that i can take of the place. How? I honestly don't know. Im on a boat going to orregidor and the waves aren't helping my not so ok tummy. Probably due to the coffee i drank last night. Hopefuly this trip would be an experience and something me and pat will share and be memorable. This is kinda a first out of town which includes only the two of us. I'm praying for better weather from what im seeing now because rain is not something im looking forward to. Tomorrow will be the pinatubo trek depending on the weather then next week will be anvaya cove tri...

Compared to my last two trips, this trip included so many people. 16 all in all. Indeed i didn't expect my officemates to mingle with my friends and in a way there were surprises and also expected results. One officemate who i never expected to be someone who had concern for others and someone who i thought was all brat wasnt all brat after all. The personality, goodness and understanding i saw from him made me realize that he is indeed a person who can adjust and willing to mingle as well. On the other hand, the only person who i thought would mingle did his job. And i guess it was great to see him makin kwento to friends of mine. As result, he has made good bonding with us and with my friends. I guess this is a reason why i did have him as a friend. Anyhows, ilocos trip was ok. Paoay church, marcos' body, and lighthouse is something i wont forget. Beach is ok. Ever since calaguas, last 2-3 beaches haven't beaten it. In reality capones an pagudpud had ok beaches but in ca...