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what the hell.. i should be happy i am at home. i know i have work to do. but i don't feel that way. i'm way bored to do anything, but i slept already, i usually watch series, but in this instance, im tired of watching shows. what can i do to keep me alive. work? but don't know what. i don't know what to do

I have always felt in my life that something not good happens when He wants you to stop and think.. This 'nothing good' can be very big, but can also be as small, as long as it makes you feel bad. Well, in any case, I realized something today and I am really grateful for this opportunity.   During our sharings in DWTL Happy hour, just right before BIL, the discussion was about our current status/relationship with Jess, and our involvement with the DAYS. Being part of the music crew for 4-5 years already, it has become a regular thing to come and go there as long as there is the DWTL happening. When I really think about it, we really don't get anything in return. Well, we get food at times, but spending Friday-Saturday-Sunday Nights one whole weekend just to get a small amount of food; missing gimiks, outings and of the sort, I guess this is a big sacrifice.  Well back to my realization. Nowadays, I have become more distant with Him, probably due to work, and lesser time to

for the time i've been working, this is the time and long period that i am feeling that there is so much to do... our project is extremely big and hard, thus i am having a hard time. i don't htink im doing a great job on fully understanding and grasping everything. but in terms of accomplishing what i need to do, i am able to do, work of other rows are even being passed to us due to how big this project is... waaah